Let's see: how to take a negative and turn it into a positive. I'm not sure I can, but I'll give it a go. I'll go back in time a bit and describe how I came to be writing a blog at 2 o'clock in the morning. Once upon a time, there was a young man who liked to dress in women's clothes. Girl's clothes, you might say, because the young man wasn't a man yet, and in retrospect, was never a man at all.